YAY FINISHED SCHOOL!!!!

Schools all done now.YAY but not yay. No more creepy english teacher....i will never like him, no more boring english lessons thanking the lord for making each hour go as no longer than it did, basically happy to leave english lessons.
But leaving school made me think today how important it is in my life, it gives me a reason to wake up in the morning,the constant public appearences stop me getting fatter than i already am and it's given me friends that, without school, i wouldn't see, or even know about. I've spent 12 years of my life at school and i believe i have got better as a person. Bit cliche I know.
I don't know how others can look back on their time at school and just think "what a shit hole"-was there nothing  good there? nothing at all? I am one of the rare children that actually like school, but leaving today has made me realise that i am a lot more dependant and a lot less willing to leave than i first thought.'m finally leaving year 11 and for the firsty time in my school life i am truely scared. Scared but ready. I'm going to miss my school but i am ready, thanks to it, for nearly anythign life will throw at me. :D xxxxx

Show time xx

For us right now it's our anual dance show :). me and my oldest brother both dance and every year we do this show. It's loads of fun and a great thing to look back on when I'm older,  but , as a confessed fatty, some costumes can be less than comfertable, but when you get on stage you really don't care anymore. It would be a miracle to say i was organised but i'm afraid i can't say that and just my sink ends up looking like this.Everything tipped everywhere.....but it's all in there somewhere :D total logic.

With my messy tendancys, i'm suprised the other people in my dressing room haven't kicked me out. :D love them all very much. Hope tonight all goes well last night tonight. x

More photos :)

My dad in our garden all nice and overrun

Riverside



Potplant

Spring blossoms

Roadside Scenery

Mr Blue Sky

Rainbow :) cant really see it though

Pasty love

Tiny Dancer

Say maybe

frosty mornings

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Working one day :)

Reet, so today in my english lesson our teacher suddenly came out about jobs and how his friend is the head of security at a big arena place in town. Their looking for new security guards and are having interviews and because my teacher knows the head of security (Gaz) he can getv us interviews :). Me and my friend look at each other straight away :D We are totally going for that job!!!! Now i know that i'm not secruity guard material at all but it would be so fun and we could work when we like as it's a 0 hour contract :) So totally excited dude :)People will be like "LET ME IN!!" i'll be like "ok just don't hit me" cowering in a corner.
If only my teacher liked me enough. I swear he hates me. But i don't like him either so hey ho life goes on.
But at least i'm trying. It'd be sooooo cool to have a job....not saying i hate being a kid because i know that adult life is hard...i never want to grow up...but it would be nice ot earn my own money and not keep asking my parents for it...don't you agree? I heard someone today being like "oh i never want a job"....it annoys me to think that one day i will be paying for those people to live...

F4J TO THE MASSES..

Society. Ugly, sad, annoying. You hear in the school or anywhere, "Oi fatty" or "She needs to lose some weight".....WTH!!!!! FATTIES FOR JUSTICE i say!!!!! I'm not say being overweight is ok but maybe people to take a step back. Some people are trying to do something about it and constantly going on about it can feel really confining and uncomfertable. I've got a underweight friend and it goes for them too. They don't always want people going on about it. She hates me and my other friend telling her she should eat more, it goes for them aswell. If big people say they love about their curves,why can't underweight people love their bones or lack of curves?

Well FATTIES FOR JUSTICE!!!! Me and my freinds say this because one french lesson some people were being mean about fat-ist people and me, being a self confessed fatty, and my friend didn't think it was right. Why can't people be happy the way they are?So thats what Fatties for Justice is.

 Everybody needs to chill and just think that we all can be happy how we want to be. Granted some people are not happy how they are and are doing something about it and hats off to them,if your not happy change that, BECOME HAPPY.

Life is not meant to be about fitting in. Its about being happy. (Unless your risking your health then think about things a bit....) :D

DON'T BE SAD.BE HAPPY!!!!!!

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Why cow why?

Look at a yourself and think. Am I fulfilling my potential in life? Am i being the best person I can be? If you are a person i know, and we all know one of these people, who always looks on the bad side of life... then your answer to both these questions will be no. This person will always, though in no position to, look down on people, how they look, what they do, who they are. We all know who they are. Whiney, annoying, but always still suprisingly popular. You can always see that they are horrible but everybody believes your mean to say they are. Well one day, i am going to puch you in the face cow...you don't know who you are but one day it'll happen.....one day....

I love taking pictures so much. not too good at it though...i do try. its not like i want to persue a career in photography or anything. Its gives you something to do doesn't it.It's nice if you just see something cool, just whip out your camera :)

Grandads garden

 Mums birthday candles

some wood in my grandads garden...

 One of my best landscape photos :)

Pretty clouds

Marbles

 I was out with my brother at this time :) obviously one of those few days in England where it decides not to rain :D

More marbles

 Hey Mr Robin, how you doing?

 Yeah....some trees where i live...

Aww like this one of my cousins wedding bag. Didn't really see the shadow and things until I put it on my google +

my light in my bedroom...looked quite cool at the time  :)

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well...

At the moment i'm rushing to get everything done.Last year at school, got exams, then birthdays and the dance show coming up.Then theirs those people who just want to make everything difficult. Nothing can ever be easy can it. So to those people.....i hate you...